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Disparity

by Pac-Man Ate My Donut

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1.
Intro 01:14
2.
Husk 03:46
I have lived my life, And I have lost it all. My world is slowly shrinking. I am trapped, in this nightmare. Alone with no escape. I have outlived my life. I will consume everything you love, Everything you've done. Lost forever. You will never get it back. What can I do? What can I say? Why can't I remember? It is hopeless, All is lost There is nothing left. It's slowly getting worse, Day by day. What can I do? What can I say? Why can't I remember? Everything I've done, That I have accomplished. It's all gone, And I can't remember. I am a parasite. I feed on memories. I feed on your past. Surrounded, By strangers. They claim to know me. All of these Familiar faces I don't recognize. (x2) What can I do? What can I say? Why can't I remember? It is hopeless, All is lost There is nothing left. It's slowly getting worse, Day by day. What can I do? What can I say? Why can't I remember? Everything I've done, That I have accomplished. It's all gone, And I can't remember.
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Oh Why, Can I only lie? Telling you, That everything is fine. But I, Hide in my smiles. During the torment of, Your never ending trials. Yet every time I look in the mirror, The reasons you gave me are slowly getting clearer. How could you fall for a pathetic one like me, The Social outcast that no one wants to be. My mask is so draining, Day by day. My Mask is unveiling, Slipping away. You, Keep me near then spit me out. So now, My heart is filled with doubt. Unable to trust, In the perception of my mind. Frustration and solitude is all I seem to find. My mask is so draining, Day by day. My Mask is unveiling, Slipping away. Your words are the venom rushing through my veins, Eating away. I try and I try but it always remains, Waiting for you, Is all I can do, Cuz I. I crave for your attention, So much its sickening. I need your affection, More then anything. It's painstaking, heartbreaking, Ever so intoxicating when I'm near you. Disgusted, mistrusted, In all of the false illusions that I hold on too. If only you'd show me What I really mean to you, That way I might have some peace. The way that you play with me is slowly, Driving me insane, oh I'm begging you please. I crave for your attention, So much its sickening. I need your affection, More then anything. I'm just like a bird who has lost his inspiration to fly. I am not able to hate. Please tell me what it would take. I'm tired of telling you lies. I smile to hide my own, Pathetically selfish cries.
4.
Spores 04:01
I am lost, I am a broken man. I am lost, I am broken, My dearest possession has been taken. Your absence is ripping me apart. (x2) Hold your breath, This air is unsafe to breath. The world will never be the same again, We cannot go back. It will never return, to how it used to be. There is no cure, for this curse. All of the people, Turned unrecognizable. All of your loved ones, Have turned into monsters. Trapped, in a shattered world, Divided by clashing opinions. A world of conflict. We have to fight for our own survival. Divided by clashing beliefs. A world of violence. We have to scavenge to survive. We're on a mission, To rid the world from this curse. We have the cure in our possession. We have the key, for mankind's survival. I'm beginning to realize. Saving the world, Will mean your demise. I was lost, I was broken, My dearest possession had been taken. Her absence was ripping me apart. No, not again. I will not let them take you away from me again. Trapped, in a shattered world, Divided by clashing opinions. A world of conflict. We have to fight for our own survival. Divided by clashing beliefs. A world of violence. We have to scavenge to survive.
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Irreversable 03:51
Another hits the ground, Stricken down by fate, Illusions turn to hate, How many lives does it take? It's a hellish dream, I can only scream, How many lives does it take? So much left undone. Think of what you could have become. All of these things, You could have done. So much left undone. Why does it feel so fucking wrong? Why does it feel so wrong? If I could give my life to get back all those I have lost, I'd rip out my own heart and smile till my last breath. A price I'd gladly pay for those fallen to the grasp of black. The death of innocents I can't accept. It's a world of carnage. Where the blind man, is king. He cannot see, The colors of his suffering. It's a world of lies, Ruled by tyranny, Where purity, Is the same as heresy. If I could give my life to get back all those I have lost, I'd rip out my own heart and smile till my last breath. A price I'd gladly pay for those fallen to the grasp of black. The death of innocents I can't accept. Behold, all the Bloodshed of the weak. Hear him, laugh above. Have we not suffered enough? Have we not suffered enough? (x2) How many lives, Does it take? (x2) As the memories come back to haunt me in my sleep, Where are those silver linings of which they always speak. I can't see how this story, can come to an happy end, When every chapter ends with the burial of a friend. There are no happy endings, Inside the novel of life. In the story of life. (x2)
6.
Progression 03:49
Nobody really knows, How hard I fight, Against the darkness, Inside of me. So many people, Fail to see. I'm always a prisoner, Never free. So I ask myself, Is this insane? Am I insane? Is this insane? Am I insane? (Am I insane?) Let the veil of light, Slowly slip away. Let go of every single mistake, That you made. Don't let your worries, Lead you astray. And fight for your life, Every day. So when all, Hope is lost. Remember, To have trust that, Your life is not so grim, As you make it seem to be. Nothing is lost. Find the strength to endure, Your solitude. All you have to do, Is to be patient. All you have to do, Is to be patient with yourself. Break these chains and stand your ground. Don't let your weights pull you down. Pull you down. Cast away the black that always surrounds you. Find a way to let the light shine through. Light shine through. Turn your frown upside down, Don't let anyone hold you down. Time to be moving on. (x4)
7.
Convergence 03:46
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We are the everlasting, The ones above the darkness. Nothing can touch us, We are the masters of our realm. Our reign is infinite, No black and white in our world of gray. As fire arises from within the darkness, Disparity flows from it's light. From within the flames, The creatures have found, The power of light, life and death. They plot a rebellion against the gray. The age of fire. Hiding in darkness, I await the perfect moment. Their strength is fading, The dark will consume the light. Spreading humanity, I spread my soul among my children. Rebellion. Peel of their skin. Burn it down. Rot away their flesh. Your reign has ended. Bow down, For your, For your new gods. Worship, Bow down, For your new gods. The flame is fading, A sacrifice to save the light. An ancient prophecy, A pawn driven by lies and deceit. His only purpose, To delay the inevitable. The darkness, will swallow, Every bit of light. The age of fire.
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I feel the shadow lurking behind. I feel that there is no place left to hide. Your sanity is draining, Make one fatal mistake and you shall die. You hear them bash in the door, Your being hunted by your past. While hiding inside a closet, Peaking to see if he's still there. I have come to claim my innocence. I have come to claim my life. Somewhere in an ancient tomb, Before I realized, my life was altered. I feel it's power, taking me in it's grip. Calling out to me. Your running from the shadow, So don't look back. I have come to claim my innocence. I have come to claim my life. Somewhere in an ancient tomb, Before I realized, my life was altered. I feel it's power, taking me in it's grip. Calling out to me. Spreading destruction, Where ever it may go. As your past comes back to you, Revealing it's ugly truth. No matter what you do, You can't undo what you have done. You hear them walk beside you, No matter where you go. You hear their frantic breathing, Won't they leave you alone. (x4)
10.
Our creator has no mercy, No value to our lives. Locked up in this prison, Waiting for our own demise. Have to act without thinking, Could this be the final play. Finished picking up the pieces, Live to die another day. Pushed around for their pleasure, Staring death right in the eye. Despite stress and paranoia, We both know one of us dies. Trapped in many corners, He figured out his way. Waiting for the perfect moment, Now the hunter becomes the prey. (x2) Watch them running, Away from me. Not so weak as, I seem to be. Now the table, Has turned for me. A small window, Chase them quickly. At last I finished my creation. The pieces are set. A never ending cycle of pain and suffering. Don't let him get away. No one escapes, Our maze. We are the haunting dead. We're chasing you, Till death. You will not escape. You will not escape. You will not survive. You will be amusement for generations to come. The modern gladiator, that I created. Fighting, for all eternity. There will be no glory. Lost, in this twisted realm. You will eventually realize. It will always end, with the ultimate sacrifice. No one survives. We will fulfill our task, You will not survive.
11.
Evelynn 02:59
The game begins, insta lock-in. Let the flaming begin. I'm so hated, unappreciated. Malice and spite, flash and ignite. Time to feed. I am the underpowered Evelynn. Shrouded, in mystery. The night, is my veil. Always roaming, never owning. Chasing my foes through night and day. Always roaming, never owning. Hear them laugh as they get away. Feeding is my thing, Underpowered Evelynn. Always stealth, low on health. One shot away. It's undeniable, unviable. O and five, never alive, Just a moving ward. Shrouded, in mystery. The night, is my veil. Always roaming, never owning. Chasing my foes through night and day. Always roaming, never owning. Hear them laugh as they get away. Feeding is my thing, Underpowered Evelynn. Time to feed. (x2)
12.
Divergence 04:37

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released September 25, 2015

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Pac-Man Ate My Donut Leiden, Netherlands

Pac-Man Ate My Donut is a 3 piece Metalcore/Deathcore band from the Netherlands.

Guitar & Vocals: Arthur Bruinse

Guitar & Bass:
Boris Stipdonk

Drums:
Frans Garssen
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